20 April, 2005

i seriously didnt hear tt until it was over. cant hear much thru earphones.
smtimes i hear evrything, even when im not supp to.
smtimes i dun like wad i hear.
smtimes voices onli i can hear.
smtimes i act as if i did not.

i doubt my parents even more so now. money, grades, tt's all they talk about. im getting tired. and stressed.
i supp if u can still think tt u're going crazy u're not tt far gone. yet.

denial frm it all.
i'ld like to be cheerful, juz once, both inside and out.
i wait for tt day.

there's nothing to like, as far as i can see.

5:36 pm*